destiny

Dear Manu* I feel like running a marathon, so i am not the best mailer at the moment – but soon – inchallah – all this is past.

And new life to come. Last chemo nr.6= july 24^th. Tomorrow and day after tomorrow =chemo nr.5.

I am becoming a super realist about life and death ;) after the chemo there will be radiation.

pray for me***

I try to stay optimistic – in real hospital suck ;) and the treatment is exhausting.

I will keep you uptodate when all is best again :)

At the moment within the state of emergency trying to live normality with sunshine, laughing, loving – all is here&now.

I saw the beautiful movie with omar sharif ‘monsieur Ibrahim and the flowers of the koran’. I am touched by the simple wisdom of the movie. The secret of happiness= smiling & slowlyness. At the end monsieur Ibrahim dies and he explains to his little best friend: "I am not dying. I'm just going to the immensity (=infinity)." … where our souls are based, and there is no good or bad, no right or wrong - all is process of experience.

I can imagine your feeling –living in sham, while experiencing the foreigners come and go… surfing superficially to their purposes within damas. RI damas became like this…

Manu, smell for me some jasmine on the streets of sham… and send the smell to me ;)

Let me know when you are in sicily. Let me know about your projects. Wish you lots of success and energy***

Love and hugs. Viva la vida *san

Sanna si e' spenta a mezzanotte del 13 gennaio 2o1o